Monday, November 18, 2019

#goals #dreams #reality

Really miss you ma,  all those wishes, you made for me.. I am on the way to achieve them one by one.

#goals #dreams #reality

क़ाश तुम होती!
तो देखती,
हर एक पड़ाव
पार करती,
हर बार आगे,
हर मंज़िल
को अंजाम
देती,

हाँ!
यादों की हर
खिड़की से
सिर्फ़  तुम्हें
ढूँढती
तुम्हारे अधूरे इरादे
मेरे सपने
इस तरह जुड़े
कि
हर रास्ते मानो
खुद बुलाते ll

तक़दीर
क्या बला
तुम कहतीं
और मैं सुनती l
पर अब जहाँ कहीं
भी हो तुम,
क़ाश एक बार
तुम कह देती,

कि
हाँ! मैं
मान गयी
तुझको l

दे यही आशीष
कि मैं बन सकूँ
जिसकी थी  कल्पना
तुझको!

Thursday, November 7, 2019

Memories

*Memories*

Being a child
running, hopping
never stopping.
So much
that the dreams
were filled
with action!

Kicked, punched
on the mother's nose!
as she slept next
to me.. ..

Mother reminds
soft cuddles
she would adore,
decorate me
like her doll.
Given up
on her dreams,
to make mine true!

She laughed, sighed
spent her time
heard me,
all my true lies!
Gave me advise
sometime needed
            &
sometimes not in need
             too!
Annoyed me
with her so untimely
gestures.....

Today, I am.
I come home.
To an empty space.
Void.
No one to ask,
Did I eat?
Why are you late?
Are you OK?

Miss those fingers
Rough and brittle
Due to the daily chores
she did,
moving in between
my hair
to braid.
The touch of massage.
Warmth of her lap,
That affectionate hug!
Those tasty recipes,
Which I won't care to
appreciate,
Those eyes filled with, felling full of,
When will I see you again?

Where else will I get
such a heart,
Which would  beat
for me,
Think of me,
 Pray for me,
Bless me!

No matter how
 far I am,
What I do,
Where ever I go..

Once again I think
I want to be a child.
Atleast I would get to be
with my mother.....

I miss and I always will.

*Gypsy*

Wednesday, November 6, 2019

Gypsy

Gypsy

I am time travelling,
I am time travelling.
My path is narrow
Has a little light.
I always think where
You had left me,
I am just there.
Seems like the place
Shifted its axis.
I am hanging
Often shifting - ways
Clearing my path
Clearing my space
Clearing my mind
Aren't all stuck in
Some sort of a vacuum
As it seems.
But
Time keeps moving
At a high pace.
You don't know me
Neither do I
Know you!
Yet
Connecting dots
Figuring out
Why do we meet?
Is there a higher reason,
Is there a karmic circus,
Is it destiny!
I think
As I am time travelling.

Saturday, September 14, 2019

Gratitude/longingness

These feelings are dedicated to the most beautiful person,
who helped me get
back to writing.
No words of thank you, can really
Thank you.

Gratitude/longingness

Where were you?
I craved a mentor for such a long time.
At least you came to me or
I found you.

Both ways
I gained.
I am benefitted.
Stay with me.
Guide me.
My inner self
Longs,
For you.
Embrace my flaws,
Divert my flow.
Drain me.
Drown me.
But let me raise
High.
Higher than
Myself.
From the clutches
 of ignorance.
To the height
 of skills,
Which
Needs no boundaries
No expectations
No egos

Just light and only light.

Change

Change

To all the people,
along whom I walked.
who hurt me,
lied to me, betrayed me and broke my heart.

You forced me, to see the change I needed in my life.
You gave me the determination, motivation and belief
that I needed to change.

You gave me more than you could ever take from me!

Thank you for the endless criticism.
Thank you for the countless comments.

Thank you for everything.

The World

The World

Always, I wonder
Why
cries, pain, agony
while
Hearts withdrawn
from each,
way too far away.

once they were warm,
beats were  rhythmic
Smile so charismatic
Love, empathy, care,
affection
were the synonyms.

Oh, my race!
What have
you done,
Why
What did you do
to the remaining
Clan?

I wonder.
I always wonder,
What's left for
next generation
What would the
world be like?! 

SATVIK FOOD

                          Who can cook satvik food

Hello nice people..I am back after a long break.Today I was just thinking what I must write for my this post...So the very basic thought came in my mind was food..

There is a old proverb:  ''You are what you eat''
There must have been some thought before some one made this line.Today so much is been talked about food,every where we have food,in super markets,in big malls,road side,small shops..its all around.It has to be as food is energy..

Food blogs,food cooking classes, food cooking shows on T.V
                                   BUT
Are we eating healthy?
What is healthy food by the way??
how can we eat healthy food?

Going back behind centuries.... stone age man had no idea of cooked food..All he did was hunted and ate raw..as human became more grossed and settled in a place the idea of fire arose..to keep themself warm..thus the idea might have been derieved from there to cook the food and consume..
I won't go into the detailed history from stone age and how man became civilized..because we all know it all. :)

Fire according to hindu mythology is very sacred,it is life..as commonly known it is hot and can keeps us warm..So fire is important. we have our life, food  cooked on fire so the food and the fire both are important..where am I going with this..!!Food is considered as sacred too.so we, in hindu system offer food to GOD before we consume it,
Anna brahma,  as it is called.because brahma is the creator of this universe that is life giver.
so as food is life giver as well..we can not survive with out,If something is life giving, we should be more careful on how we use it and save it further.
So here I come with another topic Who can cook Satvik food.
Usually it is the women at home. we cook and take care of the family's need.So we ladies are more important to understand what an important job we are doing..feeding food is feeding mind,feeding the future..there we get the idea of how the food should be cooked..!!

According to our the gunas as we call, there is a  classification with three different types.SATTVA,R AJAS AND TAMAS..These qualities are in every human, and every human can time to time can be changed from sattva to tamas, tamas to rajas, sattva rajas or vice versa.
SATTVA is pious, quiet, and calm.
RAJAS   is full of action.
TAMAS inactions may be drowsy or angry hatred filled.

The person who cooks food has a very vital role here as he or she imbibes these qualities according to the food which is been prepared.
What we think we become.While we cook whatever we are thinking the person who would eat that food will surely take those qualities.
for example, if we cook with anger and hatred, we will pass the same energy to the person who is eating that food.
This makes me think and say that the food we cook with a calm mind, can give us good health mentally and physically.
Hari Om.
Bhuvana.